Bundle of joy

SENSEFUL CREATIONS // Baby Bouquet

A best friend of mine gave birth almost three weeks ago to a beautiful baby girl. During her pregnancy, I spent a long time working on something special in time for the new arrival.

Here, I made a baby bouquet complete with a baby grow, a body suit, mitts, bibs and a hat; rolled into little buds and roses, wrapped together in a fleeced blanket (which I so wanted to keep for my own comfort). Beige and cream coloured theme as the baby's sex was a surprise.

And here she is...

Welcome to the world ALAYA CHANEL APAN

A deep sense of awe came upon me when I received the delightful news; awaken by a great appreciation of new life. I thank God that my friend got through alright and that she forever remembers that I am so very proud of her.

Mummy Lay & I

 Warmest wishes and best of luck with your new family Gemma & Mark. 

I love you three dearly x

Love is in the air

Valentine's Day... Commercialised? Many of you would agree. Solely overrated. I would be lying to myself if I said I didn't think so, even just the slightest. But in all honesty, the day is all about L.O.V.E (Good on ya, St. Valentine); though I still feel that should not be the case as one should express their adoration to their loved ones regularly and not use this occasion as a means to do that.

Nevertheless, I think its sweet. Hopeless romantic (I raise my hand)... finding myself melt as I watch the gents with bunches of flowers or huge Clinton bags ready to give their partner or listening to my friends speak of their Valentine's experience the following day. The effort and the passion you see is such a beautiful thing. 

I had my share of a wonderful evening with my other half too. Very little but the right amount of perfect. Booked a spot at a restaurant, Grace Bar; a nice bar/ restaurant just off Shaftesbury Avenue. I've been there before with my girls a couple of Christmases ago and enjoyed it there, so I thought the place was suitable for the occasion. We had a 3 course meal, all mouth-watering dishes and quenched our thirst with a bottle of white. Talked, laughed and drank the night away - it was special. I then came home in time to spend the rest of the evening with my parents and my Auntie, which completed my day.

SENSEFUL CREATIONS// Be my Valentine

My Valentine's card for my boyfriend. 

I've started making my own handmade cards under Senseful Creations; this is one of many that I've made this year.

 

Totally worth it!

My Auntie from the Philippines arrived early this week (its been many many years since I've seen her). Arranged meetings and endless paper work finally got her here in London town safe and sound. Laughter as her first words on meeting her were "Its cold!"

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So, for my Papa's birthday gift, my Mum and & I purchased some tickets to Cirque du Soleil - Totem which, for weeks I have been looking forward to seeing. Big fan! But on receiving news of my Auntie's arrival; a predicament arose. One that recited itself over and over again in my head. Mediating which action was best to take and that would make me feel better in the end: an act of kindness (letting my Auntie have my place) or an act of selfishness (bitter move but for something one has been longing to experience & enjoy)? Examining their outcomes, yet still utterly confused. After a couple of days, I was enlightened by a different track of thought... like the words from the classic utilitarians, Bentham & Mill: what action would provide "the greatest happiness for the greatest number." Answers were much more obvious to me with this in mind and that was settled! 

So on Friday, my parents and my Auntie enjoyed their evening at the Royal Albert Hall watching the fabulous production by Cirque du Soleil and had a great time. On hearing that, made me too... a happy girl; making my decision worth while.

I made up for it anyway - spent the night in with my other half. Cooked a nice meal, then snuggled up and watched a movie. Quality time is always appreciated =)

Ceejay does Race for Life

Sometime last year, I sat down with my 2011 list, just a piece of paper covered with goals and random inspirational quotes. Some straightforward, others were somewhat new. But a particular one, I stared at and contemplated over for a pretty long time. "Race for Life" it said... my mind tossed with conflictions, 'Oh, I've done it already!' 'Why not a different charity?' 'Ugh! What if it rains?' Non-stop. However, it took only one thought to change a big decision. Once I began reminiscing of the time I did this fund-raising event last year, all my questions flushed away. My previous experience of doing Race for Life was extremely fulfilling - a true highlight of my year indeed. I got such wonderful support from my friends and family plus I knew every pound I raised was going towards a fantastic cause. I needed not hesitated and signed up once again.

So, please help and sponsor me for this coming Saturday as I will be running 5k at Regent's Park. Your donations made towards Cancer Research UK and aligned charities, will aid their work in preventing, diagnosing and treating people with cancer.

Thank you x

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Taught to Pass-on-tivity

Someone once told me that 'how you feel will affect what happens & what you do today will affect your tomorrow,' and on the basis of that, I attempt to take each and every day into the palms of my hands and inject any possible form of positive attitude that I have. Sometimes it helps, other days it doesn't but it has brought together so many more better and brighter days for me; that I often find myself smiling about my life than ever before. 

One day this week, I delve a little deeper into a sweet and ordinary conversation with a work colleague; sharing with her my insights and ideals for now and my near future. But as the tables turned round, I saw a fragile gaze, which to me seemed like withdrawal and I wondered for a minute that she too wanted to seek for something bigger and beautiful in her life. This friend, though I've only known for a short period of time, has admirable passion for art and design. Her work and her projects are so truly amazing; it would be unfortunate to let such a great talent go to waste. So, I couldn't help but push her pass her fears of independence and to take on that 'something' that I believe she most definitely will enjoy. Its a joy to positively influence someone but an even greater feeling to hear that because of that influence, one will go ahead to reach out for their goals. On top of that, she accompanied me to a belly dance class and we had a fantastic time.

Getting through any of my ventures would not have been attainable without the help and reinforcement of a dear friend, who's words of encouragement never ceased to fail me. In honour of that, I ask kindly, to please take a moment to check out his blog: James Retrato

But for now my precious ones... despite any judgments out there, the truth of the matter is, if there is commitment - there is always a way. Continue staying true to yourself & smileeeeeeeeee =)

Also, here's a link to my friend's webpage, sharing her great work & creativity. Check it out: Aasha John

"Lifes just a big party"

Last night, my boyfriend and I took an evening stroll down the Southbank. London City was clear skied, slightly quiet for a Friday night, extremely cold but wonderful. Ended our day at Southbank Big Top to watch the well-known 'La Soiree' (a belated birthday present I had under my sleeve)...

We walked into an unpretentious circus- like venue; tiny circular stage in the centre surrounded by bustling crowds. Hadn't the slightest clue what to expect. Although I had arranged this, I didn't research much into it but trusted the words written in the papers. So, expectations were apprehensive. I don't wish to reveal too much but the show featured a variety of 'twisted cabaret' acts from comedic to horrifically amusing stunts. Others were a nice little treat for us ladies... Mmmm.

The atmosphere was great. A very awe-inspiring experience; constantly captivated. The show is only running till the 27th February, so grab some tickets if you haven't already. I highly recommend it!

Me & my Mr. D

Shimmied out

I am absolutely shattered but its been totally worth it this week... the joy!

Hmm... Salsa. I was not on my own this week. My dad accompanied me =) It has made my dance experience a lot more fun and comfortable. However, my dad has always been a long-term ballroom dancer, so he totally stole my credit lol. Although I did not learn anything particularly new, running over the steps & turns has helped drill it into my system. Its running so well, I've even been given the opportunity to move to the next level at a good price in the next couple of weeks.

HIGHLIGHT of my week
 

Anita Makwana

Activity done on impulse... I attended my first belly dance class. Yeh, you saw right hehe. A good friend of mine held her first class this week. I am so pleased that I attended because I had a blast! Back to basics, she introduced a couple of moves; fundamental but challenging. Even just the warm up session tired me out. There was constant emphasis on posture and isolation of different body parts... oh, and bent knees too. The routine was plenty of fun and learning how to shoulder shimmy... well, lets say, 'practice makes perfect!'

COME JOIN this exclusive experience with Anita:

Held at two venues, Mondays 6.30-7.30 (launching from 31st January) at Southall Sports Centre and Thursdays 7.30-8.30 at Dance Attic Studios.

Check out this link for more information -

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000601108230&sk=info

"Once we believe in ourselves... we can risk curiousity, wonder, spontaneous delight or any experience that reveals our human spirit"